To you.

You have changed my life.

For many years, I had this very warped perception of love that made me blind and naive and stupid. I never understood them and they never understood my love. I would get my heart broken over and over till I was numb. So numb that I knew the next one that came along.. Would break my heart and take everything that I had... And he did.

I went into social isolation. Went from work to home like a lifeless zombie yet contented being in my own little bubble. I learned to love myself during that time. I took a trip by myself and I healed and felt better about myself.

Thats when you came along. Somewhere along our endless conversations... I had grown fond of you and loved how you understood me so well... Noone else has.

Your love for me is one that I have not experienced in my life. I have never had someone love me this much before and it scares me... It scares me because I'm afraid if I get used to it and if I lose you...then I might never get that kind of love back again. But you have reminded me time and time again that I was going to be a permanent fixture in your life and you are never ever going away.

I remind you several times a day of how much I love you cause I never want you to doubt what I feel for you. I miss you all the time and hearing your voice at any given time of the day makes my day a whole lot brighter.

Its been exactly 3 months since we have been together. Noone understands our love better than we do. And this is what I wanna tell you...

I accept you for who you really are...
And im not gonna change you in anyway.
Your past may have messed you up but im not like them. I know what its like to be hurt and I'm not gonna hurt you in anyway. Neither am I gonna walk away from this great thing that we have.

I love you.. I truly do. You mean the world to me.